Yesterday. Just within that few hours. I was struck with a few emotions.
I almost lost myself in public. I almost teared, my legs went jelly, and the next moment i was high and erratic.
Anw. Family news came in first.
Heard from papa that ah ma's days are... numbered.
Dealt a heavy blow to me and sis.
I mean, its like we havnt seen her in such a long while and we took all for granted, until now. And isn't it a bit too late to realise everything? no time to see her for the last time and well, i told her i wanted to speak hokkien to her the next time i wanted to see her. looks like chances are i won't be able to do that again.
Yet to break this saddening news to anyone. well.
Quickly engulfed my agony with the prom event. ended up being super nervous. legs turned jelly the moment i stepped into the ballroom. Went to my table and glad to be able to recognise them still haha. Had a good chat over the table, had fun making kenneth yina tien leng go on stage, had fun taking photos.
Best of all is to see us moving together on to the next phase of life. 4 yrs ago vs now. Yes we will be walking different paths but memories still remain. as one happy-go-lucky OG.
won a btl of vodka and we shared amongst ourselves after the ball. had a long catch up session at clarke quay. talked from bgr to career to bto. still, happy to see everyone doing good.
memories. nostalgia. and oh yea 7th mth is here. all our "good buddies" coming out.
but i had a hangover haha. screwed up driving lesson tdy. keep jerking jerking. but at least i took back a tip on how to smoothen the jerk from gear 2 onwards. so got it going for me, which is nice.
super tired. not enough sleep. shall go back to sleep le.