being a scapegoat is good. especially to the scapegoat himself.
this just plainly means. you have done nothing wrong. and you are carrying the blame for others.
therefore, you know out there someone owes you one.
and having that feeling of the fact that someone is indebted to you.
awesome.
im being blamed for something i never did.
and hope she can help me clarify this matter.
if she chooses to do so, that is.
if she doesnt want,
then i just got to suck thumb.
but no matter what i am going to stand up to myself.
and him.
and say,
"Dude I don't care what you think of me.
I don't care what you are going to do with me.
I just know one thing. ONLY ONE THING.
I never did it."
and walk off.
fuck.